About as racy as I get

I wouldn't suggest this one in front of kids, but for adult church-goers, HILARIOUS!

New Worship Team

So I revamped the worship teams and today was the first time they took affect. IT WAS GREAT To sing with Sharon and Phil with such a great group of musicians in the band! I absolutely had a blast! I had a great time worshiping and leading worship. The Words of the scripture readings seemed more alive...the songs seemed more real to me....maybe it was in my attitude about hearing all those voices!!! It's been so long since I had heard my church worship like that! What a difference going from 3 small services to 1 big one made!!! The new stage was great...and I loved it. Of course in this transition period, we have some glitches sound-wise that are slowly working out. Bill has put so much time in already! We are really blessed...I love it! I loved the song choices, if I do say so myself! I don't know WHY, I just know that God felt VERY REAL to me while I was up there.

Maybe it was my attitude, maybe it was the collective voices, maybe it was a well-diversified music set. Either way, God was glorified, and that is what it was all about.

God bless!

Giggly, goofy kids

Enjoying a Christmas gift, my kids are currently watching the end of "High School Musical." I can hear them in there singing and dancing. It's hilarious. Gabriel quietly plays on his own, having lost interest about 45 minutes ago. Every once in a while, he pokes his head in there and makes some crazy noises to see if they will laugh..again...and they do. It's a good night.

Happy New Year!

It's time to start messing up the dates on your checks...if you actually still write them! That was always the worst part of a new year for me....that's not the point of this post...I'm only posting for Leslie, otherwise I'd be in bed. So Leslie, here you go :)

We had a good new years eve...in fact, I think it was one of the better ones I have been to in a while. The party was at a kid-friendly house with lots of stuff to do. I Think there is a gaming system in every room, including the new Wii. I kicked Chad's butt in Wii golf! That was fun! This party was completely right up my alley (and I'm not saying that because the hostess may be reading) because they had games galore! If you know me very well, I love card games and board games. When Chad and I were first married I conned him in to playing Scrabble MANY more times than he actually wanted to play! As we have gotten busier and gotten a bigger family, the games don't always leave their shelves, but tonight was great! I love it.

The kids were really pretty good. We had a few blunders....like the time Evan was running in to the house from the garage (filled with an air hockey table, remote control monster trucks, chalk to draw a track for the trucks on the garage floor, other assorted toys and bikes). Let me preface this by saying that he was wearing new pants that he got from his grandma for Christmas. These are tricky pants even though they are advertised as easier for kids. For one thing, Evan and Drew are built like their daddy: STICK THIN. Usually when they go to the bathroom, they just slide the jeans or whatever pants they have on down over their hips to go without unbuttoning. Herein lies the problem. These pants are slims because of their build and because that is what I told their great-grandma to buy. However, when she bought them she did not know they were specially made to make it "easier" to go to the bathroom. These pants are equipped with an orange plastic tongue-looking device that surrounds the button. The concept? Push the orange tab through the button hole. Grab the tab once through the hole, twist in a circle. The tab will pull the button through the hole. Re-adjust the tab to the side to keep from sticking you in the belly when you sit or bend over. Sounds easy.

Yeah...not so much.

Evan, Drew, and Luke have all struggled with these pants. I think this is the 2nd time I had them wear them. Evan had to go the bathroom. He was in the garage playing with his playmate of choice for the evening, Leah, I believe. We were all Wii-ing in the living room. All of a sudden something crashed in to the house and shook the house. Adults scattered. Then we heard Evan. He didn't see the GLASS door at all when he came barrelling up the back steps to come in the house to potty. Bloody nose. Chad was trying to help him, he was crying, he had to go potty. Wet pants. My kids don't have accidents (when they are awake). I can count on one hand how many times that has happened with all of them. (Sleeping is a different story.) So I loaded Evan up, bloodied and wet, took him home, cleaned him up and changed his clothes (and shoes). He had to have hit pretty hard...it shook the whole house.

But that was pretty much the worst that happened. They were really good about playing, even though they were tired. There were few tattles, few arguments (between all 11 kids). The adults had a great time. We played such games as Pit, Bang, and some card game about Ninja Fighting. All on top of snacking and playing the other things around the house.

There was one other time when Evan and Leah got "locked in" the garage. I think it really amounted to them not being able to unlatch the door. They both came in pretty weapy-eyed...sounds like a bad evening for Evan...but he had fun, as did the others.

As far as New Years go, I'm not good about resolutions. It's been a long time since I even had one. I usually never did well with them when I did make them, so I don't have any exciting things as far as that goes...the ones I have made to myself are too personal to put on here. Other than I'm going to try to better at housework. You can imagine that I am really busy with two jobs and four kids, so I usually don't have the desire or energy to clean well, but I'm going to work on that this year. A little each day should be pretty sufficient....Plus we did some re-organizing and some trashing, so everything has a PLACE now. In a tiny house, that is imperative if you want to appear clean. That should help.

Sorry there's nothing exciting about the new year as far as promises or life-changing goals. Like I said, I have a few, but they aren't really blog material.

Have a fantastic 2007! Here's praying that God blesses you abundantly in it!

9 years

9 years and 1 day ago, I married a young man. I had no clue what marriage was about, all I knew was that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. 9 years later, I don't know a whole lot more what marriage is about...but I have read a lot more about it from Paul and Peter....but I know that I still want to spend the rest of my life with him.

God, continue to help me find that respectful, gentle, quiet wife that you call me to be.

(visit the link for the bed and breakfast by clicking on the title. we stayed in the rose room.)

Christmas Blessings

Hi all! Merry Christmas! I wish I could say that I had pictures, but unless someone emails me some THEY took, I can't share them with you...(our digital camera was stolen when my debit card number was taken...hmmm....) ANYWAY, it wasa good day today, and I needed a good day. My kids were THOROUGHLY convinced they saw Rudolph fly the other night, and they heard him stomp on the roof!! :) I LOVE IT!

Among my favorite gifts:
1. My new MP3 player....yes, I hadn't entered the 21st century yet. (We just got the computer in February, so what do you expect?) My husband got me a really nice one, and I'm really happy about it. It took me a while to figure things out but I think I'm on my way. I have lots of music on it already! Including some Israel (of course), Aerosmith, Little Big Town, Third Day, Avalon, Chicago, Air Supply, Journey, Guns and Roses, Chris Tomlin, Crowder, Harry Connick Jr (OF COURSE), MercyME, PCD (oh yes, Dan, relive the Hosanna van!), Roberta Flack (influenced by my mom's old vinyl I'm sure), Thomas Dolby (BLINDED ME WITH SCIENCE), Jeremy Camp (Hoosier - born!!), SEVENGLORY, Van Halen, Kari Jobe & Lauryn Hill (because of Auds), Lakewood Church, Fernando Ortega, Dire Straits, AND MANY OTHERS...Quite ecclectic, if I do say so.

2. My new coat. Drew and Evan picked it out by themselves, and it is great! It fits really well and it is a pretty chocolate brown. Comfy and warm!!!

3. My new kitchen table and chairs. It seems odd to be so excited about something like a table that you instantly cry, but for those of you who know my house, you know it's TINY and that there are several things we have done without for a long time. One of them is kitchen chairs. My kids eat standing up, except one who gets a seat...they fight each meal over who sits, no matter what I tried...I hated it. I even bought little lap trays (as SANTA, of course) this year almost forgetting that Mom had mentioned that she might get chairs. The trays would allow them to eat where ever we allowed them and they had cup holders, for fewer spills. When I was told that the chairs and table (coming tomorrow) would be condusive for 6 of us (not the 4-seater we had) and it included 2 benches that could slide under the table when not in use (conserving space), I lost it. I was so excited I cried. My kids were confused, of course, but we tried to tell them I was crying happily. :) Of course, they looked at me as if I had green skin and had just walked off a spaceship marked with "URANUS" on the side. I was excited about the prospect of POSSIBLY getting chairs, but wasn't sure how it would work around the small table. It's so dumb, in some ways, but my inadequate table was something that nagged at me inside daily. I felt like somewhat of a failing mother who couldn't even let them sit down and eat. I know in the scheme of things, sitting or standing probably doesn't matter since they were AT LEAST eating, but at the same time, it made me feel like I couldn't teach them about table ettiquette, and that has taken it's course. Every Sunday when we go to my Dad's and Jenny's to eat we struggle with how they have to SIT to eat...they are so UN-accustomed to it that it is almost embarrassing. I can't really blame them when I haven't PROVIDED the means for them to sit...but I CAN now! It almost makes me excited to clean up the recently ignored kitchen and cook!!

4. Last night, as I started this entry (it got so late I went to bed without finishing), I felt a little tiny tap on my shoulder. Now I have mentioned on here before how sensitive and caring my oldest, Luke, is, but he floored me last night. I know deep down it was probably a diversion from having to go to sleep, that he probably had started to DRIFT back in to sleep when he realized he was about to miss those coveted night hours so he got himself up, that he had been a stinker all day at his grandma's house and didn't deserve NEAR the liberties he and his twin brothers received. Nonetheless, when I turned around, opened my mouth to say "Whoever this is had BETTER get back to bed!," and saw that twinkle in Luke's eyes as he tilted his head to the side and up, as he placed a half-smile on his groggy-sleepy looking face, as he put his hand on my hand and whispered, "Do you know how much I love you?" --- I couldn't scold him. I just choked up and said, "How much?" He started his hands out in front of his tummy, and slowly stretched them out and apart as far as they could go until he had to wrap them around behind his back in his awkward 6-year-old little way. I don't remember what I said, but I know I smiled at him, with a lump in my throat, and I hugged him until I thought he would burst or I would...then I sent him off to bed...a little more gently than I had intended to when I turned around.

5. You know how every family has their "thing" before opening presents? Some families watch football. Some play games. Some yell and scream (yikes). Some sing. My dad wanted to be sure that my boys hadn't missed the MEANING of Christmas when we were at his house on Christmas Eve after church. After lunch, he gathered us in the living room. He said that before we opened presents, he wanted to talk to Luke, Drew, Evan, and Gabriel. He began to ask them questions and talk to them about Jesus and His birth. He asked if any of them knew why we opened presents on Christmas. Without too much hesitation, Luke said, "Because we were given the greatest gift of all when Jesus was born." WHAT A RELIEF! Not only was I more proud than I ever had been of him, I knew that SOMETHING I had said or a Sunday school teacher had said had HIT HOME. The conversation continued with Luke and Dad pretty much dominating the discussion. They went through the reason the Wisemen would have given him gifts. Luke's answer? "Because Jesus is the King." It all brought tears to my eyes....and a few of the others in the room as well. It was a touching moment I hope I never forget.

6. I'm thankful for the almost 9 years (on Thursday) that I will have spent with my husband. Of course things have not always been a bed of roses. Of course things have been stressful. Of course things have caused heartache. Of course. That's what marriage is about. We've been together for 11 years. And although I have not been the dewey-eyed blushing bride or the sickly sweet all-gooey-inside girl he married every single day of my life, I still love him more than anything. He still can make my heart leap by just looking at me with that grin. He still can make me laugh more than anyone else I know. We're not the same people we were 9 years ago. 4 kids and 9 years will do that to you alone, and I can say that besides those factors, I am definitely stronger than I once was with God and as an individual in other ways. Despite that, I am clinging to the hope of spending 90 more years with him. I hope he sees how much I love him. I hope he sees that I melt each time he tells me he loves me. I hope he sees that no matter how life alters my circumstances and my emotions because of those circumstances, I will always love him at the end of the day. 9 years ago if you would have told me tonight I would be sitting here while my 4 kids (including TWINS and NO GIRLS) dreamed of monkeys and dinosaurs, as they often do, and that I would be finding that I love working for my church, and that I was an ELEMENTARY music teacher instead of a high school music teacher, and that I was still madly in love with Chad...the ONLY thing I would have predicted was the part about loving my husband. I probably would have committed you to the loony bin for suggesting that I would live this lfe!!! I may not show it the way I should all the time, but my BIGGEST prayer and goal in my life is to be a good wife, a GODLY wife, and a nurturing, Christian mommy.

There are so many things I could thank You for, Father. There are so many things I am blessed by. Your loving kindness is better than life. Please help me to make it evident that ALL I do is about You, Lord. Show me the ways to be a loving, successful wife and mommy for the man and little men in my life. I want to be just like You, God: merciful, gracious, fair, loving, self-controlled, patient, peaceful and content, pure and blameless. Forgive me for the times I have failed Chad and for the times I have failed Luke, Drew, Evan, and Gabriel. Forgive me when I fail YOU. Lord, I am overwhelmed by your blessings. Thank You for a WONDERFUL Christmas. Thank You for allowing me to be a part of telling my kids WHY we had a Christmas. God, help me to be the wife and the mom You have called me to be.